Does Romantic Love Exists?

7/18/20251 min read

I am at this crossroad in life where I have to choose what I want to believe moving forward.

Does the love that we read in books exist in this temporary world?

I have no doubt in the eternal love of God. Love is God, and God is Love.

I have always hoped and wished for a peaceful love and I have prepared my nervous system over and over for it.

However, God seems to keep putting people in my life that requires the unconditional love that I tend to distribute for free.

That’s probably my biggest red flag. Maybe it’s the combination of toxic empathy and ADHD.

The moment I seem to open my heart to someone, the person turns out to be someone I should not even be around.

Maybe it’s God’s way of telling me “The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” (Mevlana Rumi).

I thought after years of healing, it would be so easy to heal from things that don’t go my way but damn, I feel the pain 10 times more.

This is where I wish I was ignorant and just hella avoidant but that’s not me

The deeper I am going within myself, the more I see myself separate from the people around me. This is actually the hardest part of it all, knowing you are different and not crazy.

This is also to bring awareness to the fact that as someone mentoring others, it does not mean I have a magic wand that dissolves my pain and the dark tunnel that I need to go through to reach the light.

I believe in eternal and romantic love and this season is walking through that tunnel of darkness to get to the other side.

Love,

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